How does tension in my body affect my voice?

When you talk to a musician you ask, “what is your instrument”, and if they say “I am a singer”, then their body is their instrument. But wait, we use our voice everyday, and does the tension we hold in our neck and shoulders affect how our voice comes out, whether raspy or hoarse, strained etc?

Before I started my path into how the body and thoughts are connected, I imagined anything that was important to my well being was in my head (brains you know!); I mean that is where are my senses are (no pun intended): eyes to see, ears to hear, tongue to taste, and voice to talk…however, I notice that when I lock my knees or tighten my arms and shoulders; it is very hard to breathe and therefore to speak (you know we speak and sing on our exhale).  So how does that happen, well our voice box or larynx (pronounced Lar-rinks) is in our throat, and connected to many muscles and connective tissue that is connected to our jaw, our tongue, our neck and shoulder muscles, and if you looked at my last blog on tensegrity, you now understand that no muscle moves in isolation, locking our knees way below affects our voice; we are a matrix of bone and connective tissue working together.

Try this experiment:  Say “ah” and as you are letting the air out to form the sound “ah”, lock your knees and what happens to the tone of the “ah”, unlock them and what does it sound like; pull your shoulders up to your ears, does that affect the “ah” sound.  Fun to play around with!

MVI_86977Working with Castleton Opera Singers

 

Does duality thinking: right and wrong, in and out, up and down lead to rigidity?

What affect does duality have on our bodies?

I was noticing as I go through my day, how the effect of duality in my thinking effects my body. Examples of this for me are: Is this hot or cold ? Am I late or early? Am I right or wrong? And a big one, Am I better than or less than whatever situation or whomever is at hand?  This feels awkward and also comfortable. As a culture we seem to be very “result driven”, and we base how we are feeling on that “result”. Does our body reflect that “result thinking”?  We know that what we “think” is expressed in our body tissue, whether we are conscious of it or not.

I know when I am in meditation or doing a “yummy” yoga asana, being in my body with presence, the duality slips away…I am just there in the middle ground, not good not bad; not rigid or tense.

I noticed this place of “middle ground”  in my cat as she was preparing her passing; she would sit and just be…not wanting anything, not feeling “better than”; not expecting anything.  The calm and peace in her body was beautiful to see…she was with “all there is”.  As we were with her when she passed, I was in awe of her surrender and her peace. I was sad “for me” that I wouldn’t hold her again; and for Lilly, she was not “attached” to the physical world and me; she was just passing through and would continue to share her love.

As you go through your week, notice places where you are just “there”, not wanting or expecting or anticipating a “result”. A place to experience “middle ground” might be in your body:   Notice my feet? Can I feel the chair under my sit bones? Allow the breath to move freely? Can I expand my awareness to the space in the room? Can awareness without “attachment” to an outcome be a way to just be at ease in your body?

Explore and find places in your day that you can experience “middle ground”.